Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Wordless Wednesday...

Breaking news...

Comming TOMORROW!!! In this dark time in our family we see a ray of hope! Come back tomorrow for a Wordless Wednesday post with the news...

Saturday, June 26, 2010


I have sat here with this page open for a few days now trying to wrap my head around things and get things out. The words are coming slowly. I am going to be real and honest with you all I think I am still truly in shock. I mean I saw her on Thursday and said goodbye to her but. I so badly wanted her to sit up and get out of that casket and everything was going to just be a bad dream. I cry a lot when I am alone. I pray and wonder what if. I know there isn't any thing that I can do today that will change what happened Sunday night. I keep asking myself Why didn't I text her Why wasn't she with me.....Why her? Why now? But those questions will go unanswered until we are all in heaven.

The last death we dealt with as a family was Matt's grandmother. I think death is easier dealt with when its someone who is older and lived a full life.Not that loosing Mamaw was easy it was still a shock and hurt our family very much. With Katy it was SO sudden and she was not even 20. It just doesn't seem fair. I feel sad for the girl driving the car and for the young boy that hit them also. There is a blind spot at the spot the accident happened and I know the driver never set out to do this on purpose. If one thing changes for the good over our family loosing Katy the light that they were turning at will be changed to a turn on arrow only. Whatever I have to do I will make sure NO one else looses a loved one in that spot because of a blind spot!

I'm still in shock but have bits of other emotions... anger, depression... This isn't easy and its not going to be for a LONG time. I loved Katy like she was my own sister but more than being that she was my friend. I spend several days a week with her and now I think in the next few weeks I am going to have some things to deal with because I will miss her for a very long time.

Please continue to pray for our family. My Mother in law is in the hospital in the ICU and not doing to well so pray for her also. And please pray for the driver of the car and the young boy that hit them they are going through all of this too and need prayers.

Thank you all so much excuse the rambling I truly am a mess and am not forming things fully in my head yet.


Monday, June 21, 2010


No thoughtless post today though it may be few words for now. Last night my husband's sister Katy was killed in a car accident. We are sad and will miss her beyond words but rejoice in the fact that we WILL see her again and that she is in the arms of Jesus Please pray for our family as we go through this next few days and weeks. I will post more as my heart heals and words come easier.

Monday, June 14, 2010

Monday Mugs-All About Babies!

I know lately I have been taking the easy way out doing the mindless posts and you know what I like it! So here is another mindless post thanks to Monday Mugs and Heather at Oswald Cuties!!!

This week is all about babies.... with Adlie I am a total Momarazzi.I have THOUSANDS of pictures of this child (even ones from before she was here *belly shots and ultrasounds!)Back in early December I thought I lost everything because my laptop died and come to find out my hard drive was fried!!! Thank goodness for Matt's uncle and his being a computer WIZARD!!! I am forever grateful because he not only saved my lappy but he saved EVERY SINGLE PICTURE!!!! I will try hard not to over load you all! so Here we go!!!

Adlie at 29 weeks...
My big pregnant belly the day Adlie was born...
Adlie the day she was born! *Yes she has been a bow head this long!*
One of my favorite pictures of Adlie (she was almost 3 months old in this)
Adlie with her cousins (Braxten on the left and Maddux on the right) This was the day we,my sisters and I, decided it would be a great idea to try and get the three of them together and have their pictures done. Adlie was just over 2 months old here. Oh how I miss that Chunky tiny baby she is so busy and in to everything!
I hope you liked these pictures!

Monday, June 7, 2010

Monday Mugs-Play

Here is our mindless Monday post thanks to Heather! Head over to her blog to join in on the fun!

This week the theme is play here are a few pictures of Adlie playing....

A very little Adlie playing in her jump-aroo....(she had just learned how to stick her tongue out!)
Adlie LOVES dogs (the bigger the better!) this is from Maddux's birthday....

Playing ball at Grammys house

Adlie loves to play doll house

She was SO excited to get this big doll house given to her!
So there were some pictures of Adlie playing! I hope you hop to Heather's blog and join in the fun!

Wednesday, June 2, 2010